I Fucked Up

I fucked up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself
I'm sorry
I'm not afraid to say
I wish I could take it back but I can't

I'm so ashamed
You're in so much pain
I blamed you when things didn't go my way

If I didn't you'd be here
If I didn't fight back I'd have no fear
If I took another path
Things would be so different
But they're not

I could have just kept my big mouth closed
I could have just done what I was told
Maybe I should have turned silver into gold But in front of you I was cold

I fucked up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself
I'm sorry
I'm not afraid to say
I wish I could take it back but I can't

I thought we had it all
You brought out the best in me
And somehow I destroyed
The perfect dream

I thought we were indestructible
I never imagined we could fall
You wanna know how to make God laugh?
Tell him your plans

We could have bought a house
With a swimming pool
Fill it up with Warhols
It would be so cool
Could have gone riding stallions
In the countryside
With a pack of Great Danes
Racing eye to eye

We could have toured the world
In a private jet
Run naked on the beach
All soaking wet
We could have climbed a mountain
Seen a perfect sunrise
Written our names across the sky

We could have gotten drunk
And driven on the Autobahn
We could have got ourselves arrested
In St. Germain
We could have lived like crazy
Til the day we die
Instead I made you cry

I fucked up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself
I'm sorry
Je suis desolee
I wish I could take it back but I can't

I fucked up
I made a mistake
Nobody does it better than myself

I'm sorry
I'm not ashamed to say
I wish I could have you back
Maybe one day
...or not